Sunday, 23 August 2009


for the past week i've been unable to control what i say. this has to be the worst feeling in the world.

i'm so frustrated, i don't know why i'm feeling like this. i should feel amazing, i've got everything i could possibly want or need, i've just been accepted into Edge Hill to do Journalism, i should be so excited i'll end up exploding; this is what i've always wanted to do and now i'm getting a second chance at it, and all i can do is moanmoanmoan, moanypants.

maybe i need a holiday, or atleast three day's of sleep in one go.
i'll try it when i get home from work, maybe then i'll feel more like myself again.

Thursday, 13 August 2009


We all want something to hold in the night We don't care if it hurts or we're holding too tight

at last, my pc is fixed and back to normal :)
as sad as it sounds, i was pretty lost without it; i couldn't stay up until stupid hours, playing bejewelled or watching movies, all my photos and all my favourite songs were "trapped" as it were. but it's all gravy now.

getting my ipod back from Fearnsy's was also quite a relief for sad, materialistic reasons. it's been horrible having to listen to the dullest people on this planet argue with their nans down the phone or listen to how some child is "gonna do a wee-wee on the seat". once i have nothing else to listen to, everyone's topics of discussion become very mundane, so now when i sit on the train, happily bopping away, i'll no doubt be surrounded by the weirdest, most interesting conversations ever heard.
and they won't be heard by me.

okay, i don't like realising just how materialistic i sound, especially from the above paragraphs, sort it outtt.

went to town with Hannah last night, it turned out to be the most awesome night i've had in such a long time.
we met Alex, Tom and dunny in Scream, went straight the K. when we've done this in the past it hasn't usually turned out to be that amazing; we've always had fun but last night was ridiculous :)
met up with Jack, Aarron and that, saw Sian and Jade aswell. i just had so much fun it was unbelievable.

annd, i've just been sat downstairs watching Justin Lee Collins become a Luchador (hilarious!) with the smallest ball of fur padding about in my lap. it is seriously the cutest kitten i've ever laid eyes on, only six weeks old. so now i'm once again broody for a cat, as Carys would say. think i'll hafta wait until i get my own place to get a teeny tiny kitty incase Hippy gobbles it up or sits on it.